Music....it's tantalizing.  It's mesmerizing.  It's bad??


Don't get me wrong, I love to blast, when the feeling arises, I guess, The White Stripes just as much as the next guy...but it IS a distraction...

("So now you're mad, denying the truth
And it's hidden in the wisdom in the back of your tooth
.....
The truth well you know there's no stoppin' it
And the boat well ya know she's still rockin' it")

I'm in..denial.
It's over man...It is time...
Gotta make a decision.
Here I go.
What to do?
I have to be better.
Striving to be better, right?
That's the purpose.
Purpose.
Purpose?
Purpose!!
What Purpose!
Damn it man!
What the hell am I doing?
Now. Before. Ever!
It was clear!
So...so Clear!
But.  I think something's happened.
Older.  Wiser. More cynical. More...purposeful. More...sedentary.
That's It!
Change.
CHANGE!
It's the Ultimate (ONLY) Universal Constant.


I've decided.